Your daily thoughts and progress.
11/30/2024:I lifted a few times but don't have access to my paper log to update it. But I tell you what after moving these heavy ass totes from my Mom's house to my basement I need to buckle down on lifting and get strong as fuck. I have several decades left of needing to not be enfeabled. I need to get back on my grind. As soon as this house project is over I am going to go hard on losing this 90lbs. I will start doing 75 hard again. Fuck it I will start 75 had tomorrow I don't give a fuck. I am going to keep my strava subscription and will start getting fit as fuck. That will be my super priority after this house nightmare is over. I also want to ride my bike from my house to visit granny at night at least one time. I think there is something to drinking a gallon of water a day. I felt really good during that 75 hard trial after I got used to running through that much water. There were a rough few days where I was wizzing a lot but after that I felt pretty good. I can't believe I have squandered this entire month like a moron lmao. I need to buckle down and get back to it. I know what I need to be doing and am just not doing it. That is retarded. I have been so stressed and using it as an excuse to be lazy and not eat right. And the worst part is the eating like shit doesn't even temporarily relieve the stress. I am going to learn a few new meal preps and get right back at it. I am going to get my lift on. I am going to do some walking or cycling or something. IDK. Just stop being a bitch. 11/12/2024: Starting a new section of the site that could be its own site lmao. I need to be consistent with my training but I enjoy my new hobby site so this is what happens when hobbies collide. I was rucking my son around the neighborhood I grew up in when I had the idea to make a training log page for my webzone then I had the idea to just make it a fully fleshed out sight. Hopefully me wanting to add content to the website(my current autistic target of hyper focus) will trick me into consistently training. Yes I am attempting to use my weaknesses against myself with the end goal of self improvement. It's a dangerous game that I play. So I will have different pages for the different activities and I will log each in those zones. This is going to be dedicated to my long winded writing about how my training and activity is going. I think I will try to use tables to keep the training logs organized to some degree. IDK I will ask chatgpt to help me out with that too. ChatGPT actually made this whole page lol. ChatGPT is a pretty useful robot friend. I was going to put this on my main page and may. This might just be something that I update for myself. IDK what the fuck I am doing lol.